Jessica White spilled some scolding hot tea about her relationship with Nick Cannon this week. During an interview with Page Six, the 39-year-old model claimed she was in an āemotionally abusiveā relationship with the famous TV host throughout their eight-year romance.Ā
āI went through an emotionally abusive relationship, and everybody goes through it,ā White revealed. āI am just the first person in Hollywood to talk about it and not try to make a pretty picture of it. I donāt want to be perfect.ā
The former Maybelline muse has been through her fair share of ups and downs with the Wild āN Out creator. In 2020, the New York native suffered a miscarriage after she became pregnant by the 42-year-old actor.
During an interview with Hollywood Unlocked in 2021, Victoriaās Secret runway model recalled the pain and frustration after discovering Cannon was expecting his first child with Brittney Bell.
ā[Brittany Bell] was aware that I just had a miscarriage two weeks prior to her news coming out because he told me that he told her,ā White revealed during the interview. āI was living at his house, and she knew that as well.ā
The Love & Hip Hop star continued, āI was going through still my hormonal changes, and we were about to start in vitro. So when I came out, people thought I was this homewrecker. No, there was a real-life going on. I was bullied for months with that whole situation. I still tried to be nice about it. We didnāt break up right away. We tried to work things out.ā
āI am having so much fun without him, and I am better without him, and I donāt need all that energy and all that sāt. I am done,ā the muse told Page Six.
The fashion influencer is also looking for āthe right man,ā and she wants to give pregnancy another try after her painful miscarriage āI am putting myself out there. Part of my healing process is not sitting back and waiting to be fully healedā¦ nobody ever really is,ā the beautiful star confessed. āI canāt wait to make love and have a baby soon. Oh yeah, I am all for it.ā
White, who recently joined the cast of Love & Hip-Hop: Atlanta, shocked fans on Instagram earlier this month when she posted a very honest open letter to Cannon. The lengthy note hinted that the entrepreneur was āupsetā about the news of her joining the famous franchise.
āTried to reach out to you, but hereās my book, @nickcannon. I know youāre upset about the show, but after eight years, I canāt stand when things catch you off guard, and I feel like you deserve way more respect as a man, even though I may be more respectful than you ever gave me with public announcements,ā White penned to the father of 12.
She added, āLol, I have loved, and I gave eight ride-or-die years to you with my head high and heart praying youād see me the way I deserved. I wanted it to work, prayed every day that youād see me and love me the way that I loved you. Maybe you did, but just kept it from me during the relationship. I walked away with more questions than anything. I donāt know till this day really why current things had to happen.ā
White confessed toĀ Page Six that she later regretted posting the candid open letter. āI should have saved it for the fāking book and got paid for it,ā the muse said.
Damn, Nick Cannon really did a number on Jessica White. Read the full letter below.
Nick Cannon really did a number on his ex Jessica White š
Jessica says she tried to reach out to Nick because she will be featured on the upcoming season of Love & Hip Hop Atlantaā¦ where she will be telling her side of their 8 year relationship. pic.twitter.com/VcqeRnpv7B
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